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Sunday, July 12th, 2009

Subject:Long time...
Time:11:44 am.
Mood: bored.
I don't really know if there's a point in keeping this journal anymore. I never write in it. But...it is nice that it's always here waiting for me. Also, I love seeing the Sunday Post Secrets.

It's summer. I'm living in Minneapolis. Working at a home health care office. I have a studio apartment where I live alone. Living alone is not as bad as I thought it would be. I still prefer having people around, but it's nice having my own space.

I miss my family. But...not much I can do about that I guess.

I wish I was a dancer. I wish I still took pictures. I wish I still read books. I wish I could travel more. I feel stuck. stuck. stuck.

What the hell happened to me?

I need to get back on track.

Maybe I should have stayed in Seattle.

I'm fine. Really.
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Saturday, December 27th, 2008

Subject:So wake up...wake up now.
Time:3:13 pm.
Mood: indifferent.
Well,

I guess I only write on here in opposite seasons. It's winter again. This has been my first winter away from Minnesota. So far it's not so different because we've gotten more snow here than Seattle has had in the past 20 years or something crazy like that. But it's starting to rain the past couple of days...so hopefully it will all melt away.

I've just recently seen a picture of my house from last summer...it made me miss it very much. I miss the warmth and the sunshine.

I'm in love...with my bedroom. It's slowly but surely becoming one of the coziest rooms I've ever had. Although it's still missing my queen size bed that I had to leave behind in Minnesota. My room at the Tilsner though...that still takes the cake a bit...but this new one is coming along nicely.

I miss...mf...and bb...and r...and l...and other stuff too. such is life though...
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Wednesday, August 13th, 2008

Subject:Wow...
Time:6:01 pm.
Mood: hopeful.

The last time I posted it was winter...it's summer now. Things are very, very different since then.

I'm happy about that. I'm happy about a lot of things these days...that is not to imply that everything is perfect.

But nothing ever is. So...what's next? I don't know...it could be anything...and that, really, really excites me.

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Thursday, February 28th, 2008

Subject:Finally!
Time:7:14 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
 Take that!...school.

You shut up now...winter. I'm so over you.

Sorry for the neglect lj, I've been cheating on you with myspace I'm afraid.

Things are different now, but things are good.
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Sunday, November 18th, 2007

Subject:piano man...
Time:11:27 am.

I'm posting it because I want it at my fingertips. Thats all. He's just great. I know I've said it before.
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Monday, August 20th, 2007

Subject:Au revoir Simone - Stay Golden
Time:2:19 pm.

girlz.
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Thursday, August 2nd, 2007

Subject:Holy...
Time:3:02 pm.
Mood: shocked.
My cousin has six kids.

Five of them were on that school bus that was on the bridge that collapsed yesterday.

I can't even think of what could have happened. It could have been way worse.

I was driving to school this morning and I had to cross a really long bridge that stretches over a lake. It made my hands shake.
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Thursday, July 12th, 2007

Subject:My heart above my head...
Time:2:37 pm.

I love it when the weather cools down just enough for me to wrap myself in my favorite blanket in my bed. I love my bed.

I love it when I'm having trouble sleeping and I flip through channels and VH1 is playing "Pretty In Pink".

I went to orientation today at my new school. It was totally lame. I always find humor in things, where it's not supposed to be. I hope this does not get me into trouble...although in all likeliness, it probably will.

This is just not where I was planning to be at this stage in my life.
I think it will be okay though. It's a relatively short program. I can do it. 

Lord, beer me strength.

I miss *****

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Monday, June 25th, 2007

Subject:The battlefield is oh so sweet...
Time:4:00 pm.
Mood: good.

The tops of my thighs look as if someone has beaten me with an iron rod.

My left shoulder hurts when I move my arm.

And my knee caps hurt so much that I can't even kneel on my bed.

Funnest. Concert. Ever.

Although I must say, I have never gagged so much in my life. The smell of random people's sweat totally grosses me out.

Boys are fun.

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Tuesday, June 19th, 2007

Subject:Crap...I'm old.
Time:3:42 am.
Mood: mellow.
I had a really cute/depressing conversation with my four year old niece yesterday.

I was telling her about the wedding that I attended over the weekend. She started telling me that when she grows up that she's going to get married. I said, " Oh really, who are you going to marry then?" And then, she actually names this like seven year old kid that goes to her hall. I'm like, what the heck? Did I even know what getting married was at four? Did I know the difference between boys and girls at the age of four? And, am I that freakin old that I can't remember? She's still a baby to me. It weirds me out hearing her talk like that. When my sister got back on the phone I asked her if she was wondering what we were talking about, being that Mia was telling me who she was going to marry and all. She said, "No, Mia's always talking about marrying Bailey." 

I wonder if my four year old niece will get married before I do. Ha! I wouldn't even be mad. That would be hilarious.

Champagne is delicious...btw
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Wednesday, May 30th, 2007

Subject:daygame...
Time:4:50 pm.
Mood: good.

So fun...
6-6
Bottom of the ninth
Two outs
Bases loaded
Four bad pitches
Walk-off walk

Joe get better soon.
Justin is keeping me company while you are away though.
M.V.P.
Oh Canada...

I want to ride the train more often.

There's nothing like a cold beer on a hot summer afternoon.

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Tuesday, May 22nd, 2007

Subject:This is all that's left...
Time:12:23 pm.
Mood: good.
I had the most social week 1/2 that I've had in a really long time...possibly my life. Ha! It was great though.

I forgot how great it is to live on my own. I've only been back at my mom's for like six months...but apparently the feeling fades. That's why I tend to resign myself to living here, because I forget. But now I remember. I want to move out soon.

I'd really like to go somewhere. Anywhere...but here.

I'm going to the Twins game next week. Mary called me this morning and asked me if I wanted to go. I could really get used to this unemployed social life that I've been living...if only I could get past this, "I'm a total and complete loser" feeling that's always nagging me. boourns.

I like lines. I hated my drawing class...but this morning I was missing it. Strange.
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Thursday, May 3rd, 2007

Subject:It'll be a breeze...
Time:11:43 pm.
Mood: enthralled.
Oh man...

So, I went and saw Ben Gibbard tonight. It was great. I'm still feeling really pumped about it. I don't know. I'm really having trouble articulating it. He's an amazing song writer. I identify with his songs more than anyone else's. He's just so...freakin great! I guess I need to learn some new words. I wish it wasn't over. I would have loved for it to go on and on. I guess what I'm trying to say is...I'm in love with him. Ha! 

That's sad...I'm sad.  (not very sad, I'm actually feeling quite exhilarated from the show)

That's the most interesting thing to happen to me lately. 

I went to the library last week and checked out seven books. I've read two of them so far and started on the third. Yup, that's my news. Reading books and watching Ben Gibbard.

 I guess that doesn't sound so sad after all. ; )
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Friday, April 27th, 2007

Subject:Jim and Dwight...Ha!
Time:3:40 pm.

Oh man...
It's just such a great show.
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Wednesday, April 4th, 2007

Subject:I declare this season...OPEN...and Awesome!
Time:11:00 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
I went to my first Twins game of the 2007 baseball season tonight. It. Was. Awesome. 

This picture is kind of crappy, it doesn't do it justice of course. They won the Orioles 7-2. They actually swept the Orioles this first 3-game series. I had so much fun. I cheered really loud and hard. It was really weird going to a baseball game with the weather how it is. It's like winter outside. Baseball is a summer sport. It just felt really off. 

Anyways...I missed you baseball. I'm glad you're back.
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Friday, March 30th, 2007

Subject:Everything Looks Perfect From Far Away...
Time:6:19 pm.

I don't care what anyone says...I love this guy. And I can't wait to see him in May. He's freakin great.
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Subject:Headphones...nice sounds...
Time:5:23 pm.
Mood: tired.
So, at the moment I am working these random jobs. In a way it's nice. Like last week I really liked it. I worked as a receptionist for this construction company. It was not too hard and not too boring and it paid decent and I got an hour for lunch.
This week...blows like nothing else. I don't know if it's the job itself, or if it's because I know it's long term, or what. I'm trying to find something else as soon as I can. 

The thing that is saving me at this new job is that I can listen to music with headphones while I work. It's so amazing the difference music makes to your day. Because on the first day I wasn't able to listen to anything.

Last night I woke up in the middle of the night to the sound of rain on my roof. It was the greatest sound ever... Also, yesterday... I sat in the room while two people got their hair cut and I realized that I also really like the sound of scissors cutting wet hair. It's a nice sound. Actually come to think of it...scissors cutting almost anything is lovely.

Circuit Assembly this weekend...
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Wednesday, March 14th, 2007

Subject:I got lost...
Time:4:41 pm.
Mood: bored.

Whenever I decide to go to Target I have to sit in the car outside of the store and have a talk with myself before I go in. This is especially the case if I go there when I am alone and bored. I have been avoiding that store for a while. It's been at least a couple of months. I forgot to have that talk with myself yesterday before I went in...dang it!

I always lose my mind when I'm in there. It's only Target that does it to me. Did I really need Sense&Sensibility on dvd? It was only $5.50...but man, things in that store add up like nobodies business. I wish they had a camera at the checkouts to catch people's expressions when they are told what their total is. It would probably be this shocked/pained/sick feeling look on their faces. Because I'm sure that's what I look like...

I dreamed about Will Ferrell last night. It was odd.

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Monday, March 12th, 2007

Subject:Spring brings...
Time:2:34 pm.
Mood: tired.
I have pile of mixed tapes that I made between the ages of 14-18. I'm so happy to listen to them and still think they're awesome. 

I was thinking about how older people always seem to prefer the music from their generation. It's rare (though not impossible) that parents like their kid's music. My mom said before that she likes Bjork, which is awesome. But still, she would put Marvin Gaye in the cd player before Bjork. 

I drove around for a couple of days with expired tabs. I realized while doing this that I could never do anything truly illegal because I was a nervous wreck. I went and got the tabs today though, so I can relax now.

This last weekend was kind of busy but it was good. My sleep schedule is so off right now and the daylight's saving time really crapped it up even more.

It's getting warmer and warmer. This makes me so happy.

The Twins opening day is three weeks from today. The same day as the memorial. ha.... of course I'll be at the memorial.

But I am so happy that baseball is coming back.
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Tuesday, February 20th, 2007

Subject:I have a guilty pleasure...
Time:12:58 pm.
Mood: bored.
Her name is Nelly Furtado. I'm not ashamed. 

I dreamed last night that I was at the dentist. It wasn't a nightmare though, it was actually a good thing.  I think it was because of Prosy's post about wisdom teeth. I actually think about it everyday. Wisdom teeth are so uncomfortable. I wish I had insurance.

I can't wait for the warm weather to come. Things just seem so much more bearable in the summer.
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